I am a Goddess.

I am God.

And if I am this,

then you are too.

Beauty beyond belief.

A Smile that could never compare….Only to mine.

I’ve never felt this feeling before.

Do I make others feel like this?

Do I make you smile uncontrollably?

Do I make you wonder?

Do you lust for me? Like I lust for you.

Baby you’re beautiful all the way through.

Do you want to know how to kill someone’s ego.

Kill yours first.

I love to cook.

To watch movies

Read.

Sleep.

Write.

Givining.

My mind.

I love make that makes me look ethereal.

My pumpkin head.

My creativity.

Meditating.

Trying new things diffrent things.

I love working out.

I love Jamaican food.

The smell of rain on the wind.

Running in the rain.

Nature.

I love life.

I love me.

When  I was one

I was new.  I did know what to do.

When I was two

I was scared of you.

Then I turned three and I don’t remember anything.

Now I’m 32…….

and I feel older then what people see.

I hate when I’m in a class

or some setting where someone is speaking in public.

The person is talking and I’m loving what the speaker is saying,

Then I hear a phone ring.

It’s so beyond fucking rude.

I’m like really.

You just ruined the moment.

O my God, I hate you.

and then…..

My phone rang in class.

I don’t hate them at all now.

What if everyone was a boss?

Would you still follow our leader?

If you think about it the only followers would be the children.

Learning how to lead themselves.

If everyone was a boss…would the laws of our government be need?

I use to be apprehensive about being a boss.

Now I’m optimistic.

 

I think the worst thing in the world is when you take a bath

and then you have to take a shit.

Such a waste because most of the time, I take another shower.

Today, not at all.

I had a dream.

I’ve been having more lately or just remembering a little bit more.

I’ve been coming into more knowing lately.

So much that I can’t remember but I understand.

Live your best life. Because Karma is real.

I had a dream.

I looked up to the sky  and I saw the universe. Swirling stars beauty in the night sky but I wasn’t the only one looking others were looking too. Everyone was too. I hope you get to see.

And water.

I’ve had this dream before or something like it. This time it was peaceful. This time I believe it.

I hope I have more dreams.

 

I was home last night.

Not doing much of anything thing.

When I heard out the window children laughing.

I did think much of it because its the holidays and kids tend to play.

I was planing on going out. So I got undressed and began to put on make-up in the mirror.

As I was putting on make-up the screen door to my front door opens and I hear a knock.

I looked through the peep hole in the door and I ask “Who is it?” He gives a name I can’t remember. I say “You have the wrong place.”and he walks off.

A bit shaken, because he knocked so hard, I went back to the mirror and continue to put make-up on. Keep in mind I’m still naked even when the guy knocks at the door.

So, I’m in the mirror putting on mascara. Out of no where I hear this grunting. I hear it 3 times then I turn out the lights.

I go closer to the window and I see a shadow of the same dreadlocks that just knocked at my door. I’m scared at first and then mad.

He was masturbating outside my window.

I talked to the security guard and I called the police. I was scared.

But if I see his bitch ass again I’m going to beat the dog shit out of him.

The End

Negativity

If you are what you eat.

Then what are when you watch the news?

I haven’t had cable in a while and I love it.

I use to watch it and say, “I wish I looked like that”.

And now….

Bihh I’m fine as fuck.

 

I am rich in my every sense.

That can vary from person to person.

You get everything you want and think that’s what you want; but then you get to another level of understanding.

Now you’re questioning whether or not you truly desired it in the first place.

Is there another level?

There are levels but only that which you created for yourself.

A test.

What happens if you just surrender to the universe? Be thankful of what you have. Could you find peace in that?

The Unknown, is now.

The greatest compassion is the ability to understand.

Understand past judgment.

Can you control your energy?

Are you upset by other people’s upsetness?

Maybe you should rethink your surroundings. I did.

What if I told you love is the key to unlock so many things.

What if told you that I love you. Don’t worry about being great, just be, and you have mastered yourself.

What if I told you hate is fear and fear isn’t real.