I am rich.
I am so rich.
I always drinking hp water.
I am so rich I eat a vegan diet, that I love.
I make a lot of money while I sleep
I’m so rich
I am rich.
I am so rich.
I always drinking hp water.
I am so rich I eat a vegan diet, that I love.
I make a lot of money while I sleep
I’m so rich
Guilty Before In-O-Sent
That’s Just how it goes
You an Infinite Being
They neva taught you that
But you got to prove yo self- worth
and in the same breath loose yo self-respect
Spent lifetimes proving myself
Only to realize that I didn’t live and then I hit the dirt
Rebirth
So caught up in the unrealized lessons
So caught up in the
Money
I forgot to love myself
You still lookin at my pictures? You still can’t see me yet?
Standing still
Take a Breath
Had to Consciously ready my self for the next life Test
Are you ready to get blessed?
Cuz when I step in
You Come into the realm
of the best (no cap)
Look like I’m 12 but
da age is 33
Callin Me
Texting Me
Didn’t even know you my Bitch
BAE-BEE
No Ego, I didn’t even tell you to bow and kiss da ring
You want my LOVE
and then you leave it hanging by a string
Testing My LOVE?
Testing my Devotion
Boy don’t test me.
Giving my all
The love
Dedication
Time
Too real on you
For the strong person in me
Because being WEEK
Spending all my time
Was Never ME.
Da Ghetto Psychologist
has seen err thang
But baby take yo time
I’m not going to wait for you to catch up to me.
Just ova here taken the life test
J.O.B Bullshittin Every time
Power
Black Power
White Power
More Power
More Life
Power Hungry
People going hungry every day
Want to assert the Power
Want to trigger to take the Power
Want to talk down to me to over Power
Want to whip the dick
Measure it
To show you…..
Who’s in
Power
Then make it reign
We call that
Money shower….when you have the pussy Power
But they hide behind the desk
Type
and
Text
Usin the Brain Power
YOU
Hidin
YOU a
Coward
All for your self
NO ONE ELSE
You have no Power
Because people with real power strive to empower
Everyone Else!
Most of the time they use the word stuck up.
I’m saying
I’m Boujee
I’m going to stay that way
and you should too.
But let’s get it straight 100.
I’m not saying be mean, arrogant, selfish, obnoxious or unkind.
I’m far from that but I can be.
I’m saying
That I’m going to be boujee
I’m going to eat my plant based diet.
I’m going to read strange books.
I’m going to dream big and stay focused.
I’m going to walk in the park and drink my programmed water.
I’m going to stay fringe and I love it.
I love me and the only one I’m changing for is me.
So, bitch be boujee but be nice because people want you to change to make themselves
feel comfortable.
Conform
Conform
Conform
I know who I’m
Be you
What’s good
Be grateful
when you have less
Gratitude is the test
intention
I thought about it
bleach
and a tube full of water
Just to make it all stop
Stop feeling
Judging
Because if I chose to be here I can choose something else
Come back and do something else
Just like that
Reborn
But I probably have to do this again
I never thought that I was moving too fast.
If anything I thought that I was moving too slow or that things weren’t moving fast enough.
I thought that I couldn’t stop.
That if I stopped it would be the end of the world.
We get so caught up in our goals.
I got to take time for myself.
To listen to that still small voice. (LOL)
Telling me that it ok. That life doesn’t need to be this big rush to get to the finish line, which is death. (How sad is that?)
I’m learning to embrace the now.
Live now.
Create memories now.
I feel so new.
Like this was ment for me.
Why is it that strangers embrace me as one?
Respect me.
Love me.
Look up to me.
Why?
But I can never get that same love and respect from my family.
It’s Strange.
I guess it starts here.
Abandoning everything that I once upon a time thought I wanted.
Transforming yourself is quit a process of introspection and release.
When you purposefully insert yourself into someone’s life that you really know nothing about.
And you do this blanket coverage of I care, when in reality you don’t. It just entertains you to disrupt that person’s emotional state.
You’re sick and have no life.
Let me break it down to you like this.
And it may be too straightforward, but it has to be addressed or this cycle of thinking is going to continue as ok and it’s not ok.
I would never call or let a lone communicate with your rapist. Or even try to help your rapist out in anyway.
They wouldn’t have my number.
We wouldn’t talk.
Nun of that.
And if I was talking to your rapist more than I talk to you what does that say about the nature of our relationship? Basically there is no relationship between you and I.
But the difference between you and I is I would never talk to your rapist no matter the nature of our relationship.
And this is just the difference between knowing who’s here to really help. And who’s too dumb to know that they are a hindrance. You my be saying to yourself “I’m just passing a message”, in an instagative nonchalant tone.
But again I would never be in communication with your rapist.
Number one I have respect for your privacy.
Number two I have respect for other women and you.
Not only do I have respect for other women.
Number three I have respect for myself.
And this type of indirect emotional abuse needs to stop. Let people heal. Let people try and figure it out. You don’t need to know everything or think you know what’s best. Everyone’s journey is different. I just wouldn’t assume that my point of view is the ultimate point of view. I’m just so grateful to be able to reflect on the thing that I learned and better myself.
I just left the past and it’s feelings, right where there at. I’ll forgive and move on but I’ll never forget and I’ll keep you at a distance too. I bless you.
Yeah I know
you like it
I know its
good
If I was a man
I would nut in
me too