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Blatherskite

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To much time spent in these

circles trying to hold onto

reality

Trying to forget the truth in front

of me

I think I put my expectations up too high

I think everything is timing

this can be a set back

or a place where you drown

I’ve already seen the future

can you accept your reality

or are you afraid of what

you’ll see

I can help you but you can’t expect me

to do everything

you can’t expect me to teach

you everything

I’m not afraid to lose because

in the end there are no rules

and I don’t really lose

I can only be the mother

to the one I gave birth

to

Who want to look like the

Fool (0) giving my love to you

Trapped in the bondage (XV)

of a wish (IX) come true

Thought I was clear with the intention

Never thought I would get this

kind of attention

Grateful for the wisdom

dreams come true when you

feel it.

 

I’ll Be Here When You’re Gone

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I’m forever here infinitely

because I just put my

name in history

and I just made sure they sing

about me

Because I told you I’m going

past infinity

I’m going to open up the door

to get to the bridge

so we can reconnect again

Let go of our fear within

and give and keep on giving

Find you and then keep going

I’m not going

I just keep rising from the

ashes

When its serious

things turn red

read between the

lines and you can

see what’s being

said

 

Burn It All

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Burn it all and start with me

I don’t need you to bury my body

I was never the flesh and pores that you see

became more addicted to learning about what they see in me

This shit goes deeper then what you see

and your just going to waste your time trying to control me

I’m just burning away what you think you saw in me

I thought the meek shall inherit the Earth

I’m in the middle of learning my worth

I’m burning sage to keep them from brain washing me

Burning everything you thought about me

I’m glad you came around because its true

I make the blind see

I love when you hate me

Shaming the Devil so bad

That he gets on his knees to praise me

and tells me he loves me

do anything for me

Just as long as he stays with me

Love myself so much that I burn away the old me

Forever only seeing the younging

Getting ashes everywhere but bitch don’t burn me

WE just at the tip of the iceberg

and this shit don’t scare me

So burn in love

I love you

and when I die burn my body

 

Been Down

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From day one

I knew that I could get you

Instead I prayed that God protect you

Been Down

When I didn’t call the police

and told everybody

to go back to work

Been Down

I’m a Libra and I let you stick around

Been Down

Lowered my expectations to see

If this Love thing really works

Been Down

Not going to put myself

In a position where I can get hurt

Are you down?

Were you ever down?

Because anything worth having takes work

                                 Come up

Jo and X pills

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Faded

Faded

Faded

Everything gold plated

 I tried to show you the way

but you just became more jaded.

 

 

START

 

 

I’ll tell you about a guy

that lies to himself

He’ll tell himself first

and then tell everybody else.

He doesn’t want to know his truth

Because he would know himself too

and learning yourself can be a hard thing to do

He’s hurting inside

because he doesn’t see that he’s the youths.

He’ll show you what he shows everybody else

and tell you later that’s not his real self.

I’ll tell you about a guy that hates himself

But will put on a mask to show love to everybody else.

I’ll tell you about a guy that doesn’t know his wealth.

He’ll go out of his way to please everybody else.

I’ll tell you about a guy that’s afraid of himself

He’ll say it was the Devil and blame everybody else

This guy is crumbling inside he’ll drag you into hell to feel confident inside

and tell you that he’ll never leave your side.

I’ll tell you about this guy that stands alone

Surrounded by his demons because he doesn’t know

which way to go. He doesn’t know how to fix it.

Because he doesn’t want to stop.

He thinks its a personality switch that’ll take him to the top.

He’ll tell you what he thinks you want to hear

But I don’t believe that.

Your the beauty and he’s the beast

But you just reflect each other differently

And the only difference is that my makeup comes from #FentyBeauty

Because I’m the only one that can make me happy.

STORY DONE

 

Note To Self

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I’m not going to tell you that the shit is pretty.

That beauty intitules you to shit. Cuz it doesn’t.

It wasn’t good or happy but its not stopping me from living my best life.

The past is just that, when you let it be to move forward to what you were meant to be.

You don’t even have to care what people say or think.

They’re not living this life.

Ask yourself this, “Are you hurting yourself or others when you choose to do anything?”

Karma(Judgment) comes whether or not you want it(ask for it).

All I can tell you is don’t hurt anyone to make yourself feel better.

Don’t hurt yourself to make others feel better.

You will learn of the pain of a spiritual drain.

You will become stronger for it.

 

18

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No kids

No responsibilities

Why this man wanna waste his time with me?

18 too young to know anything.

18 looked at a world with limited possibilities

18 didn’t even know me

18 plus 10 = 28 still didn’t know

Still gotta little ways to go

 

Open Mind Volume 1 : I am Love

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I am Love and Love is me

Love drives my inner me

I take care of myself I eat healthy

My health is apart of my wealth and I am wealthy

Love helps to strengthen my prosperity

Everywhere I go I create loving relationships and attract loving things

I enjoy being around people that I love and people that love me

I love the work that I do I do it for me

I take great pride in my work it is profitable and makes me happy

I am a Love magnet I only attract loving encounters to me

I love being in love it helps me be my best me