When you’re the first

you struggle in a way

you stumble

you find your own way.

I’m sorry If my actions

had you worried

I was in a hurry to find me

to leave the past behind me

 I’m sorry if I ever hurt you

I was more into me and not you

 trying to make my dreams come true.

Don’t feel deceived

by what you see.

So much time

time

wasted

Clinging to things

Clinging to ideas

Holding on to things

that were once ripped from me

Holding on to ideas

and happy things

Keeping my things close to me.

Keeping my things like memories

What do you do when you have more room for memories and not things?

When you can do more without the burden of many things.

Time to let go of what burdens me.

Time to move on to better things.

Time to accept the Dharma that Karma has brought me.

Have to let go of so many things.

Finish it

Truly

Complete

Something

and then

Complete

 Something

Else

Almost always underhanded in intent.

To decrease your power they disrespect.

No regard is given to what you’ve done.

Because in their head your the battle they haven’t won.

Just remember what they do to others they do to you.

They want your words so they can misconstrue.

And only think of negative things.

Just wish them well.

Just bless them all.

Just speak positive because that turns them off.

Do you like what you see, when you study me?

Do you think that you can do me better than me?

Or should you focus on you instead of me?

I ran away from love.

I ran away from love.

away from everything I thought I was

I ran away

I ran back

Love is crazy when you think like that.

To love someone that would take anyone back

The love that was offered shouldn’t feel like that

If love was a drug it would be like that

I’m sorry cuz I know I played my part

I’m sorry that I hate you

I still love you

I’m sorry but I can’t be around you

Instead of getting better

you

turned

into the worse you.

You would slouch

and look at me with puppy dog eyes.

That’s when I understood your trigger.

LOL

LOL

LOL

The tongue that know you so well.

You know how to burn yourself so well with

your own fire.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sometimes its hard to understand

why you can see a person

so happy

just as sad.

You wasted it.

Now it needs to be quantified.

Time

The only thing that

Can measure consistant

Persistance

Emotion

A thread that can sustain

A vibration

Do you know yours?

Your vibration

Are you aware of what you’re letting in?

Or are you

Blocked?

You don’t want me

You want the power I bring

The power that comes when you can do anything

The power that comes when you can love anything

The power it brings when you can do anything

The power it brings when your the first to do that thing

The positive power that love brings

The silent power that you bring

The power that you bring

The power that you bring

The power that you bring

Can bring down anything

I’ve been me before everything

When you follow the stream

Now you buying everything

Make your way back to love and become the creator of many things

The power that you bring

The power that you bring

The power that you bring

Can change everything

Power struggle no need

You are a Queen

Be down now

or be gone

for life

Don’t be down

when I come up

Don’t try to come around

on my come up

Hold me down now

Be around now

Pull me up when you are down

If you pull me down

You won’t be around

Build me up

Stone by stone

Build a happy home