If  you look into my eyes

You’ll see were the is love

 If you look into eyes

You could just fall in

If you look into my eyes

Can you see me

If you look into my eyes

If you look into my eyes

If you look into my eyes

If you look into my eyes

Don’t get lost in living

Find a way of forgiving

Know that life is for living

When you look into my eyes

You’ll look and never look back

 I stole your heart and that’s a fact

A few years ago. I thought I had life figured out. I thought I was doing good. No, it wasn’t perfect, but the financial was doing great. And then it crumbled in my hands when I decided that sanity was more precious then a monetary status. I turned my back on what I thought was a sure thing. I shed tears for my spouse in hopes that he would change and find value in my love. Our love created. Well … it didn’t go to smooth. I was torn inside for a long time and I’m not weak. I was broken beyond what my family members could comprehend and it came to a point were I didn’t want to talk about it anymore.  So, what did I do? I began to live again.

I’m letting it go.

 

You hurt me so deep that you touch my heart

You hurt me so much It felt like I couldn’t breath

You promised a love that I would never get

I gave you a love you will never forget

You spun your web so nicely

I locked the doors and through away the keys

I blessed you even though you forsaked me

I stood by you many time you were wrong

I let you in to let you go

You fuck it up I knew you would

But I got love for you

If you would’ve told me I can be anything

do anything

If you would’ve told me that I’m beautiful

and I can go anywhere

If you would’ve told me that I was the smartest person

you knew

I would’ve believed it and you would’ve too

But I didn’t have that and that’s not ok

But I…

Believe in you

Lets concern the day

 

 

Why are you so closed minded, when it comes to me?

Why do I have to be in a relationship to be happy?

Why do you assume I’m unhappy because I’m alone?

I’m fine

I’m happy

I’m sad

Depends on the day.

I’ll be working on it everyday.

The point is I’m fine and if I’m smiling in a picture, it’s real.

So, don’t fret.

I’m a big girl now.

Here’s the deal…

You can’t be afraid of being direct

Of telling the truth

Be the first to say the things that are not said

The silence can create a long thread

You need to speak now and do it fast

Do it before it begins to last

Do it before it becomes the past

You see when you don’t  say anything

You tell the person that its ok

But let’s be clear

I don’t play that shit

You get on my boat

I sail the ship

 

This is the school represents my innocents. I was 11 or 12 when I went here. I was the new girl again. I had a best friend named Danielle. This was the class of my favorite teacher. Mrs. Taylor the nicest teacher I ever met. I was in the fourth grade. Then I went to the fifth grade and a girl fought the teacher, she was the worst teacher ever.

 

O Air how you move

O Clouds of sometimes grey or blue

When the days were hot I healed you

O Air now you know which direction your going

Your starting to learn how to control the wind

I remember coming to this park when I was in High School. I came here with my boy friend at the time and other school kids. Some of them smoked, I drank. I played tennis there. Never really thought much about this park. It almost seems insignificant. Walking to the tennis courts early in the morning. I never get tired when I play. I just play and I feel limitless. Tennis represents unrealized talent. I was so good at it. I just had the talent of being able to be good at what I loved. At the time I didn’t have the mental strength to be great.

We are safe

I want you tonight

You can stay but just for tonight

I’m fine

I won’t  hold on

Not unless you worth my time

Not unless we take some time

Not unless you know I’m worth the wait

Gotta take me on a lot of dates

Defiantly gonna have to wait