I used to hand my light away, wrapped in soft explanations, thinking that if they understood, they’d finally let me be. But peace is not a bargain, and boundaries are not doors to be barged through. A “No” is a sacred prayer—whispered, firm, a shield drawn in quiet gold. I am not for every table, not every voice deserves my ear, not every gaze deserves my truth. Now I sip my stillness like warm tea, wearing the kind of beautythat comes from choosing myself, again and again—without guilt, without apology. And if they call me distant, cold or hard to reach, I’ll smile—because that meansmy peace is still mine.

He walks in like a king, but it’s all for show. Eyes cold with calculation, voice dipped in honey and threat.To the world, he’s a leader—composed, charismatic, maybe even noble. But behind closed doors, he plays a different game. Gaslight. Rewrite. Recast. He spins stories like spider silk, wrapping the truth until it suffocates. He’s the Governor—mask of protection, heart of a tyrant. He builds empires in his mind but burns bridges in real life. He doesn’t nurture; he conquers. And every question of accountability feels like betrayal to him. He doesn’t want partnership. He wants obedience wrapped in affection. And when you see through the facade—When you no longer flinch at the charm,When your spirit says no more—He becomes Cain. Not the man of power, but the one ruled by it. Explosive, possessive, demanding loyaltyfrom the very soul he failed to protect.But you? You didn’t let your light dim just to survive in his shadow.You blocked the call. You reclaimed the mirror.You said:“My child will not inherit this distortion of love.Not this time. Not through me.”You broke the cyclewhere women are made small and sons are made soldiers.And for that—You are more than free.You are the truth he could never bear to face.

When you move on

People will assume that you belong

that you want to go back

that you’re the same

It’s funny the old me changed for others

Now all I do is keep the coins

And neva waist my precious time

Livin’ the past hopin’ on other people’s

I just move on cuz

A promise is a comfort to a fool

So you’ll neva sea me

Pretty shore I’ve out grown Jeffrey Epstein

I be prayin’

I be prayin’

I been prayin’

The Question is are you meditating?

Can you feel what’s really real?

Or are you waiting to be told which way to go?

I wander

I wonder….?

I listen

But

Will you recognize the answer.

I wait

I prey

I pray you see the light💋🌞

What a beautiful

Man

A

Caged Stallion

A

Proud

Brow

Diamond

Put together perfectly

But if you can’t see how precious you are

Loving you isn’t worth anything to me at all.

It has no name but it feels the same

It has no name yet we play the game

It has no name let us try again

It has no name want to live again

It has no name yet we feel the same

-💖

When you know Love

Would you be able to give yourself away so easy?

When you know others love

Would you compromise your own so easy?

Would you wait?

How much do you love yourself?

How much do you grow your love wealth?

Can you wait?

Will you recognize?

That same..

Love..

Reflected in someone else’s eyes.

Fall Away
Fall Asleep
Wake myself up in my Dreams
Fall Away
Can’t Eat
Finding what my body really needs
Fall in
Fall into me
Finding the thoughts that are truly me
Fall Silent
Don’t Speak
Listen closely if you really seek
Close your eyes get lost in nothing
In the darkness you learn to see
Move with the feeling
Learn to flow
If the name wasn’t Rose would it still not grow
When you learn to relearn that’s when you truly….

No