I’m not here to friend up

Or to play the of not saying the thing that are never said.

I’m here to complete this because I never do.

I keep on letting it pile up and never confront it.

I ignore it.

Make excuses.

That is my challenge now.

Its the hard thing for me. Completing something.

I’m not asking for your forgiveness.

I forgive you.

I forgive myself.

I was waiting for someone and not myself.

I didn’t know.

I’m ready now.